You and I, my dear friend.

You and I are more alike than you'd think.

I just came back from a heart-to-heart session with Gideon, Ryan, Benedict and Wee Pin. It started out as pretty standard fare, stories of lovers lost and all that drama. Made me a little sad at first, thinking back about all the stupid shit I'd been through. And right now I feel pretty crappy.

Anyway it was near the end of the session that shit started to get heavy. All this is making me feel even worse, cause I can totally relate to it.

Sometimes relationships really aren't worth getting into. And yet I still complain about feeling lonely and stuff.

BGR stuff can really ruin friendships.

Which leads me to another point.

I don't really know. I feel for so many people, people I call close friends, confidantes. But do they see me in the same light?

Do they have the same trust in me the trust I have in them?

Do they know that I'm there for them?

Do they know that behind all this joking, all this buddy-buddy stuff, I'll be there to support them?

Do they know that I feel for them, and their burdens are mine too?

Will they hesitate if I ask them for help? I wouldn't if they did.

It's not that they won't do such things.

I'm just not close enough to them to know if they do for sure.

Guess I'll just have to get to know them better.

And make sure they know what they mean to me.



You and I, my dear friend, are more alike than you think.