Lessons learnt!

Raging causes misunderstandings. I shan't rage ever again. In public. I shall emo though!

Cheated.

I feel devastated. Cheated. Lied to.

Just now I slept at 8plus, right after my dinner. Oh, what a nice sleep it was. I even had one of my ridiculous dreams. This time it was about the house comm. all 35 of us, gathering at some party. And like one of my previous dreams, everyone could dance DAMN well. In like different styles. For example, Edbert with his popping (OH WAIT THAT'S REAL LIFE), Raveen being some kind of jumpstyle king (don't tell me you can't imagine that!), HAHAHA NICOLE BREAKDANCING HAHAHA. So yes, I had slept a full sleep.

So when I woke up, I was thinking. "MAN. ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER 20PLUS HOURS TO ACHIEVE EVERYTHING IN THE INTERNET AND NOTHING IN REAL LIFE. LET'S DO THIS!" Then I checked the time. 12:27.

"Wow. I woke up so early in the afternoon! Usually I wake up at like 2plus. Wait a minute. It's still dark. So it's 12:27am? But I thought I slept for at least 8 hours? So it's not tomorrow? SO I RESTED ONE NIGHT'S WORTH AND IT'S STILL (practically) THE SAME DAY? SO I-"


This is what happened, except it didn't happen.

Yeah, I feel damn cheesed everytime that happens to me.

I shall recount about my day.

Woke up at about 10plus to go to white sands to meet my darling house comm. Went to Comics Connection to check if Ocarina of Time was out yet. Answer was no. ): Then we went to get an assortment of yellow things. The process is more fun than I'm describing it, of course, but you can't expect me to express the joy I had in words. I missed these people dearly. I missed them more than some huge, extremely missable thing. So I felt so happy that I managed to screw around with these people again.

We then went to school for our photoshoot. Messed around and took our solo shots while waiting for Siti. Can't wait for our photos to come out! We all looked so gooooood.

After that went to Tampines 1 for lunch and to pick up my copy of Ocarina of Time!

...Except it wasn't out there yet. I felt sincerely disappointed eh hahaha. I think if not for the AHC I would've been damn emo. Like seriously emo HAHAHA. I was willing to pay 15bucks for an overpriced bowl of noodles but wasn't willing to pay 3bucks for an overpriced drink SO Leon Nicole and I went to cold storage to buy those cheapo No Frills drinks.

Had to leave early for FunFestique meeting. :/

So Wilfred and I made our way to Burger King at White Sands. There I discussed design ideas with the other PubICs.

I LEARNT THAT EDBERT AND I SHARE THE SAME TASTE IN DESIGN LANGUAGE. Heck yeah. Finally someone who understands me hahaha.


Everyday I'm shuffling.

Out of curiosity, do you guys get the joke? Those guys are ripped off from a picture of an exit sign, just recoloured. The green one is the original. And he's called "The running man". "The running man" also happens to be a move used in shuffling. AREN'T I WITTY?


Ah, a running joke. For the running man SEE WHAT I DID THERE!!?

okay that's too much.

So after the meeting the few of us who remained had a really enriching Heart-to-Heart session. So many things were brought up, and I feel like I've grown a lil closer to the Callisto House Comm as a whole. After that at 7 plus we left burger king.

Then Edbert accompanied me to Comics Connection in my desperate attempt to get. Ocarina of Time somehow. So I walked in and looked at the 3DS counter. I was disappointed again WAITAMINUTE.

To the left of the counter. This is what I saw.


HOLY CRAP YES BUY.

This is what I felt.


The world rejoices.

Got home, wanted to play it of course, so I rushed through my dinner, then lay on my bed, turned on my 3DS, expecting the journey of a lifetime...

And fell asleep. And woke up at 12plus feeling cheated. I played the game till 3plus am though, so all is right.

I really am amazed at the Atlas House Comm. As a whole, there's always talking, we have so much to say. Pair one of us with any other one of us, and there's still talking, there's still so much to say. We don't have awkward turtle moments, except for when Leon says something particularly gross. This kind of familiarity doesn't come from friends...


...It comes from family.

Friendship often ends in love; but love in friendship, never.

Just a thought.

They really shouldn't show movies meant to be shown in 3D on channel 5. It creates alot of awkward moments. But they didn't care, and now we have Journey to the Centre of the Earth. In 2D!

Imagine this. The characters are on a raft, and they're being attacked ny pirahna things. One of the characters uses a stick as a makeshift baseball bat and hits fish into the screen. This happens multiple times. I'm sure in 3D this would make everyone go "WOAH WTF THE FISH WAS LIKE FLYING RIGHT AT ME IT'S SO REAL WOAAAAH".


But they'd be wearing 3D glasses I suppose.

But right now in 2D it's just plain awkward. And such intended-for-3D kinds of set piece scenes happen multiple times.


Oh yeah that would've been real exciting in the cinemas I bet. Yup. Real nice.

But that's not the point!

Today was a pretty normal day. Woke up early in the morning and went to church. The atmosphere felt a bit strange, to be honest. Hmm. After that I went to Novena to support my friend in the URBAN ATTACK competition. Here's a sypnosis on from their website.

"Every 2000 years, the world's greatest warriors gather together to participate in a test of speed, strength and cunning. They will have to maneuver through the treacherous 7 trials of Heaven and Earth, a task daunting and potentially life-threatening. All this, to gain the title of Urban Attack Ninja and the grand prize of Ultimate Power."

And obviously I just made that up.


Yeah, y'all continue with that now.

It's actually an annual competition kinda like Wipeout+Ninja Warrior, except less insane. I swear it was some kind of Muscles Convention 2011. Everyone there was damn fit! #jealousboi94 much. Kind of a waste of time, sitting there watching people do the course. There were some pretty massive bails though, so not all of the time spent was time wasted, haha.

After that I came home, took a nap and had my dinner, and here I am now.

I've been feeling so weird recently. My appetite's been bad, I couldn't eat much during dinner just now. I have this strange butterflies-in-the-stomach feeling and I feel like my heart's being pulled down by something. And it's not sadness. Is it what I think it is? Because if it is, I don't want to feel like this. Can someone help me figure it out?

It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world.