sometimes I feel so helpless

like sometimes everything I do won't and can't make any difference at all

Fear

Are you afraid of me or something?
I'm afraid I might've messed up.

I hate it.

I hate it when people lie to me
And I hate it when people talk about something in front of me but refuse to tell me about it
Least you could do is talk about it behind my back or something

Today

Today was a really shitty day. Ended alright though. Thanks everyone who tried cheering me up. (: I feel loved!



You still confuse me like hell.

You make me wonder.

Sometimes you make me wonder what you're trying to do.
Sometimes you make me wonder what I mean to you.
Sometimes you make me wonder what you mean to me.
Sometimes you make me wonder why I even wonder so much about you.




Best thing is, I don't think I'll ever find out.